focus

I want to finish what I first started, I don’t want to run away no more. I am going to face my environment one on one (jln alor), I’m going to stick to my job and complete my task no matter what fucking attraction comes along. I’m going to complete it.

Thanks god for letting me meet you Noelle.

Rest In Peace MLC

You will never be forgotten.. Thanks alot bro for all the things you have done for me. Rest in peace.

Appreciated

To my little brother,

I am so glad I came back for you, for mummy and for popo. I always realized that the most important people in my life are always there for me. You always have been but it’s just the physical distance that separates us all. Sometimes, maybe for a bit too long and I never did anything about it. Life is sometimes full of sacrifices, don’t you think? You lose some but gain some along the way. I left a lot of things back in Canada but it can never compare to what I have left back home in the 1st place. There is just too much things I missed back home and I am sorry for not being there in one of the hardest time in your life so far. We all learn from our mistakes everyday and I am very proud of you for being so strong in facing them. I could never go through what you have been through and I will never understand how frustrating and fomenting it was. But it’s all over isn’t it? Anicca.

To me, both of us are very blessed. All things seem to happen for a reason and it falls so perfectly in pieces. Every step were guided, fated and blessed. To be able to come back and do the things with you was truly enlightening and live changing. I truly believe what we learned will be with us to the very end. Please use that knowledge in overcoming whatever problems you have in the future.

I will continue to do my best when I am there. It’s the opportunities that await me, and one day we will be together again. It is just time and we both know that time will never change our relationship or whatever special things we have together. My priorities always been my family and everything I achieved is nothing without you, mummy and popo. You do your best too, accept and acknowledge whatever comes your way. Take good care of yourself and mummy and popo. Look out for uncle too, he just recover and need some time to settle down.

Love always,
Bro 10/09

Your presences back home was the greatest thing that ever happened in my life. I didn’t really get to say thank you properly so therefore I would like to say it here. Thank you

Significant change

Significant change

Normally people will only change after something significant happen in their lives.

On the 24th of October 2009, I received a call from an unknown person asking for Mr. Kong. My very first instinct was to just say that the unknown person got the wrong number. He hesitated and said “but its Mr. Kong’s house number, he saved it in his phone.” I stopped for a second and thought, shit it’s my own uncle. (No one calls my uncle Mr. Kong but uses another name instead)

I told him directly that he wasn’t at home.

He paused of a moment, taking a deep breath, saying, “yes I know, he is in HUKM right now, inside the emergency room.”

I felt frozen for a while, but kept calm and asked for more details like what happen and all. Straight after the phone call, I gave my aunt a ring, woke my mother up and accidently woke my grandmother up and called my brother, he did manage to reach HUKM too.

So I’m just going to cut the story short, what happened was he fell off a bike due to high blood pressure causing him to faint. He had our dog (Nana) with him while riding. (the dog was lost and don’t ask)

So let’s fast forward all this, he came out of the emergency room and all, was stable and all but had some brain damages.

After coming out of the hospital, he was abnormal, abnormal in what sense? He became a kid. Like a real kid, he asked for 100 plus and if he couldn’t get it, he would throw a tantrum. He would watch cartoons all day, his speech does not make sense most of the time.

But luckily, after a week, after the blood clots in his brains have gone, he was slightly normal, still he couldn’t walk properly. During this time, I could see my aunt, putting all her love, all her time, just to care about him. My mum, my grandmother and even my maid, took extra attention to care for him.

He was touched, he was seriously touched, although he acted like a kid, but he knows who was there for him when he was at the verge of dying. He appreciated all the love, and now my uncle, is a brand new person.

He never said a word most of the time, he was really very cool in a lot of ways. He never treated us like a family, he was doing his own things, not much time into family, I never heard of him mentioning my cousin (his son), but all this has changed.

This incident made me feel the same too, I’m also like him, I do my own things, I hardly spend much time with the family, but after seeing all this, it touched my heart too. Seriously, if we were in deep troubles and times like this, who would be there for you? It’s only your family. Appreciate them, don’t regret later.

Gaming Timeline

2002 Ez2dj(Sg wang)
2002 RockFever(Sg wang)
2002 Keyboardmania(Sg wang)
2002 Drum Percussion(Sg wang)
2003 Pump it up(Sg wang)
2003 O2Jam(Online)
2004 Pop'n'Music(TS)
2004 SDO(Online)
2005 Ragnarok (Online)
2006 Ran (Online)
2008 Audition(Online)
2009 Steps(Online)
2009 Highstreet 5(Online)
2009 Ez2on(Online)
2009 DJ max (Psp)
2009 Dj max trilogy (PC)
2009 Popstage(Online)
2009 Krazyrain(Online)
2009 MStar(Online)
2009 Jubeat(Sg)
2009 Beatmania IIDX(Sg)
2009 Dj max technika(Sg)

Connected

Lets see,

Keith = Marc's friend
Sean = Marc and Mash friend
Kong Wai = 6 years ago EZ2DJ gaming buddy
Nat = Ming Yaw's cousin
Kellie = RO Legion of Lordz guild member
Eddy = Jess from MyCNX's friend
Nic = Marc and Mash friend
Adrian = Same high school. (Wtf)
Colin = Edison's friend
Chin Han = Flame and Mervyn's friend
Matt = Mash friend
Victor = Wushu team/Kinta 1881 cast's friend

i'm glad......

Asiasoft

Finally after applying thirty jobs, with five interviews.

I chose Asiasoft

Two words.

No regrets